He Wasn't Even Three |
Jennifer Foster |
I wish someone would tell me that someday my hurt will go away.
But my aching heart constantly says that's just not going to happen today. I wake every morning, no longer to the sound of his sweet tiny voice calling out for me. I try hard to hold back my tears but it is just to much and I ask God "Why Dear Lord? He wasn't even three." I go through my day wondering if he can really hear my voice because I do often talk to my little boy. I ask God to make sure that my angel knows he was my Heaven on earth; my happy bundle of joy. How I wish just once more I could hug my Baby; my little "tinky pie" Little did I know the last time I held him in my arms would be our goodbye. For my three other darlings I know I must carry on and be an example of strength and grace But I cannot escape the gut wrenching throbs my heart feels, however, I will always smile when I close my eyes and remember my sweet sweet baby boy's beautiful face. |