Life Goes On? |
By Colleen O’Gara |
Life goes on, thought I don’t know why…
You are not even here in my arms The way I dreamed you’d be While I carried you inside of me. Life goes on, I just can’t understand Why I’ll always have to live my life Wondering how you and Timmy would have been Instead of watching you grow with him. Life goes on, I cannot believe That I can still exist at all With my aching heart and emptiness I’ll never be able to “accept” your death. Life goes on, how can that be When you’re not even here for me to hold To touch, cuddle, and love you The way a mommy should and needs to do? Life goes on, why is that so? When I never got to hear you cry And I will never see your smile Or ever bring you home, my sweet little Kyle. Life goes on, days still come and go I can barely even breathe When I think of all I will never see To never know you or you to know me. Life goes on, even when I feel I cannot I long so much to have you here That it’s hard to believe you are gone And I will always wonder… Why life goes on… …without you. I love and miss you Kyle, my precious little angel. Love forever, Mommy |